Sub + Diapers

1 death in the family. 2 different jobs. handling major house work.

Diapers are just sort of life now. I haven't been able to get a hold of more Goodnites XL so my new in-between / practical diaper is a Northshore GoSupreme in black. They look nice, I just got them in so I haven't worn them yet.

Slowly wittling down my diaper collection. I am not as militant about wearing them (must be wearing 6 hours or I've failed!) but I explicitly don't wear panties anymore. It's becoming less of an explicit fetish thing and more just a fact of what I wear which is fun in its own way.

I'd say 98% of days I am wearing a diaper and If I am not, I am wearing either a onesie with nothing underneath or pajama pants. Usually its less of a question of whether I wet myself and more a question of when. At this point holding it is the choice and letting it go is the barely-conscious.

I'd like to work on keeping my bladder sphincter muscles relaxed more so it becomes even less conscious. When I wet my pants unprotected, it's more like I am forgetting I am not wearing than it is my body just voiding when it wants which is what I want to get to.

I thought as it becomes summer weather it was worth an update and time to reflect on how I am going to handle being diapered in the summer. In the winter, it's been fairly easy to cover up with loose large clothing but summer, especially with my general wardrobe, is going to be a little harder...

Something else I am going to do this summer and this fits opposite to being diapered 24/7 is being a little more explicitly slutty / dolled up. I already do have some revealing / fun clothing during the summer but I want to turn it up a bit more. What the issue with that is bulky diaper and bimbo / slutty clothing don't really fit well together so I think I've mapped out a plan. I am going to let myself wear not-diaper if I push myself to dress a bit sluttier in return.

The basic plan is "super slutty" is thongs, "slutty" is a pull-up covered by full coverage underwear... I have had PVC / plastic diaper covers but trying to get the benefit of a onesie for noise dampening without having to wear a full onesie if that makes sense. I might try a diaper cover again but last time it was just too tight and annoying to use in public. "Practical" is a pull-up or paper backed... mostly for working on the garden, "Super practical" is an AB/DL diaper plastic-backed.

Still on the look out for more 'slutty' clothing and how I want to adapt my wardrobe a bit more on both ends. 

Part of this also is wanting to lose weight because I've gotten kinda chunky from all the adult stuff and just letting myself go too much. I am not like terribly overweight but I want to get fit and hot, lmao.